Slow down Baby… Take it easy Just Let It flow…

Maybe those words that should I muse today. It is true that people have unique abilities and lacks. How can we reach it (if it is possible) or just let it (if it is impossible). Should I get my dream?

This morning I let my body to the swimming pool. Even yet, I can’t swim already. not yet… but I will… I don’t know why. Free style, or frog style? Dana said free style, Nantha said frog style…

No matter what style should I learn. But, one thing. I MUST have this ability. NO EXCUSE!

My Birthday

Today is my birthday. I am 21 years old now. My girlfriend, Tere, said her greeting this night and gave me some gift. Mmm, Then, My family, my sister, my Mom & Dad, Imel, Mezo, Kristian, Caleuy, Novri, etc. also said greetings. Mmm, What are my birthday wishes?

1. Graduate from this lovely campus

2. Apply some jobs, and get it.

3. Be positive, Not being a temperamental person

4. More loving my family, my Mom, Dad, and sister.

Hopefully I am blessed… being more kind and always be myself.

When You Believe

I have just listened to the song: When You Believe. It is such a beautiful song. It has beautiful lyrics. And those lyrics taught me how to struggle my life. “it can happen, you can achieve, when you believe!”

Yes, you can achieve when you believe! Even it is really hard! Don’t be afraid!

This night has a full moon. The air is heavy with the aromatic of flowers. Stars is easy to look, now. Thank God, for everything that You have given to me. My family, my soul mate, my friends, and many things that I cannot explain. When I believe, I can reach and achieve everything. When You will.

In the middle of this night, I cannot sleep easily. I have been slept for 3 hours this day.

Catholic Churches in Bandung

A French said that Churches in Europe has changed to be a touring place. I don’t know it is true or not. But in Indonesia, Churches are still being a holly place to pray especially for Christian.

There are five Churches that I have visited in Bandung. They are Cathedral, St. Boromeus, St. Melania, St. Therecia (Karmel), and St. Laurentius. Exactly, I have ever visited Pandu Church, near by Istana Plaza, Jl. Pajajaran. But I don’t have a photo.

Cathedral Church, Jl. Merdeka

St. Boromeus

St. Melania, near by Jl. Diponegoro (Geology Museum)

St. Therecia, Lembang

St. Laurentius

Mostly, the architecture of churces are Netherland inheritances. Especially for St. Boromeus and Cathedral. I usually follow Mass in one of them.

Physic and Psycho, Head and Tail of Coins?

Playing tennis has been cancelled this Friday evening. I was so disapointed because I should reschedule my sport time. I just wanna think positively and try to find another sport activity. Then I called my friend to do some sport. Bonga, which was in Bogor, said that Cukong would go to gym center. Mmm, It was a good idea. I loved it. I would like to spend my time usefully. “This is what I want.”

I met Asep, Cukong, and Dony, a Cukong’s classmate. We just spent for one hour there because there were many people doing gym. I felt tired too. Maybe, next time, I will be a member of this gym. I went back to my rent room and cleaned it.

One thing that I want to share onto you, it is about psycho thing. It is not easy to accept a reluctance. But, I just want to think positively. I learnt the good point today: “Don’t too much trust all promises in the world! You will lose your time if the promise just shout and gone!” Be careful with the promise. Nobody wants to be slaved by promises. But, I salute to people who make some promises and fulfill it. I want to be like them.

I want to reach sumthing

Something that you want is not always come true, but all that you don’t want sometimes come to you unpredictable.

yeah, why? I want to reach a goal… but, is coming inversely. I hope this, but the result is not this. I didn’t hope anything, I get it. The secret is not always true. But, failure is not always bad. You know why? I have many failures in my life. I should take it as my experience and make me tough. TOUGH and TOUGH.

The simple thing that I want to do is thank God. Nobody will succeed in everything. Take it easy!

Motivated by “The Secret”

After watching “The Secret” Movie, I am truly motivated. Then I write a poem below:

My pray will be never ending, because it empowers me
Pray will always be in my life, because it makes me survive
Then, love will always be in my mind, because it embraces me
“Be brave! Don’t focus on what you don’t want
But focus on what you want!
Be positive, joy, cheerful, grateful, and happy!
Because everything that you think will determine your own future
Exactly, you have your power to let your dream come true.”
Yes, I am happy forever and ever!

“The Secret” Book has been inspiring many people in universe. It is kind of motivational or psychological book. I haven’t read the book yet, but I have watched the movie. Later on, I will read it. I think this book is good to you and I. Happy reading!

Choices

I take a break time to think…
What I’ve done yesterday? a month ago, or a year ago?

I have just made some choices.
1. to move to new dormitory (although it’s take several time to adapt the new situation),
2. love a girl (thank you for her love respond, too… ;),
3. focus on my thesis and study (hopefully finish next mid year), and
4. follow job vacancy (recruitment) while I am studying.

Is it hard or not… ? I don’t know.

LIFE IS A CHOICE

Sumtime… I compare myself with some people that I have ever met. They are rather different. They can say made a choice is hard…but some people say it is easy. From that, I have just learned that everybody is unique…. And I do believe that they have their own choices, including me. I just hope that you and I have chosen a fit choice.. Keep spirit!

Hard Weeks but It’s very sweet…

You know, I’ve got a lot of problems; from my study, life, my friend’s trouble, and my love journey. But, I enjoyed it. you know… It started from September 9th, Mezo was sick at hospital, my friend got accident, and so on. But I had several solutions to solve it: one of them is Pray!

And God answered my pray… u know, my life now is more colorful. I have many friends in my life who always motivate me to do my task, study, etc. I am also getting in a close relationship with a girl, as my special friend, that give me spirit… thank you so much, …. I hope, I will hv a chance to be her special person, in her life. (Hopefully!)

God, bless me to do everything such as study, activity in ITB choir, love, friendship, and family. I hope I can manage and enjoy it.  

Weekend in Office!!!:(

Sunday, July 8, 2007

Yeah, I have to prepare my presentation on Wednesday. I hope I can finish it on Monday. So, on Tuesday, I only review it and prepare my speech.

I started this day by getting up at 6 am. Then took a bathe and had breakfast by buying nasikuning in Karangjawa Street. I bought two packs, one for lunch, coz I would go to office to work overtime (do my report and preparation of presentation)

Yeah, not bad. 60 percent of my report is finished. But I have to remember that I haven’t prepare my power point presentation yet. OMG… Perhaps it will be finish on Monday too! Better or not, I should do it.

If I calculate my report writing time: (Wednesday to Tuesday) It will be 7 days!! I think it’s enough for me! Do it well! I can do my best! Even I don’t know well my material, I should be confident in front of the audiences, even only my mentor!

In the afternoon, I went to Church with Tyas. I was She picked me up from office at 5 pm and coincidently, I met Yuva(TK03) and Raihan(MS04). They have been in Tyas’ house… Maybe for have fun. Before going to Church, I came by Yuva’s kos2an. Oh… Apparently, It’s Poppy’s kos2an, yup, it’s true!

 

 I didn’t go home with Tyas. I went home with Andy, my senior high school mate. Then Andy treated me pork in the area, near to BlueSky hotel after arrived in Jerry’s house. It’s very delicious PORK! haha…Thx Andy!

Then I loose my weary by watching F1 in Jerry’s house. Haha… I hope it will be a good Sunday…

In the middle of my sleep,
Swift rain is splashing
and… Strong wind is coming
in the warmth of Balikpapan.